I'm still alive just have been working a lot and haven't been able to do much drawing lately which has clearly taken its toil on me :/ I've been working on an entry for the DC Comics Harley Quinn contest but I'm so out of practice and really hate the drawings I've been producing the last few weeks. I'm so out of practice and this is like a golden egg of an opportunity but the more I've tried to draw the more I've been getting stressed out and the paper looks awful after all the rubbings out I've had to do. My dream is to work for DC or Marvel comics but at this moment in time it's so not gonna happen
I looked through my DA gallery and know I can draw much better than the crap I've been doing on paper and it's just been getting me so bummed out. Even to the point where I started thinking about stopping drawing altogether which is something I don't wanna do but I'm just so unhappy with the work I've been producing :/ I'm gonna try my best to get this Harley entry done to a professional standard but I think it's shown me that I'm not ready to do my own comic yet, as I need much more practice before I can even attempt my own ideas. I'll probably just work on some fanart to help get some drawings out, maybe even revamp some older drawings I done.
I'm gonna try and be more active on DA but I'm at the point in life that sucks now with trying to find a full time job and balance things like drawing and general everyday tasks, but I'm gonna try to produce more pictures and concepts. I'm staring at this comic entry and I hate everything about it but I'm gonna try and take the positives from it and think about where I can improve and how to move forward from here.
Peace out x